7.27.2014

1 syawal 1435 H

Daughter will always be a daughter to their parents. 

Takbir berkumandang, ramadhan telah usai menyisakan kebiasaan-kebiasaan baik yg in sha Allah tertinggal. Setengah termenung,saya menyadari ada sebersit rasa sedih yg begitu dalam, lebaran ini akan menjadi lebaran terakhir saya sebagai seorang anak perempuan single yang masih memeluk ibu dan bapaknya dan mencium adiknya sesampainya dirumah, bertengkar dengan kakak laki2 saya karena lambatnya saya pulang kantor, dan menasehati kakak perempuan saya akan banyak hal. 


Hidup akan terasa begitu berbeda diramadhan tahun depan, in sha Allah. Akan ada seseorang yg bertanggung jawab penuh kepada masa depan saya, disisinya saya berharap menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik. Saya pun berharap dapat mendukungnya menjadi imam yg lebih baik. 
Akan ada seseorang yg saya hormati setara dengan kedua orang tua saya. Mengasihi dia sama banyaknya dengan orang tua. 
Akan ada lebih banyak saudara yang mendoakan.
Akan ada orang lain yang memeluk saya selain teman-teman baik saya dan keluarga saya ketika bersedih.
Akan ada tujuan utama lain dalam hidup saya dan menuruti dirinya adalah ibadah. 

Kuatkan dan rahmatilah hamba menempuh sunnahmu ya Rabb.
Bukakan rejeki hamba selebar-lebarnya, agar dapat membahagiakan orang-orang disekitar hamba. 
Tuntunlah hambamu yg kekurangan ini.
Life, will be so empty without Your help. 
Engkaulah Allah SWT, pemilik alam semesta. 

00.10 wita, 1 syawal 1435 h

7.22.2014

Kodaline-Talk.

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"Talk"
I can remember the good old days,
when you and me used to hide away
where the stars were shining or the sun was blinding our eyes

Yeah you filled up my glass,
with promises that could never last
And I still find pieces of you in the back of my mind

And all of the things that we once said,
they're not in my heart, they're in my head
That was the time to say goodbye
Let's put it to rest yeah, let it die

'coz we don't, we don't need to talk about this now
Yeah we've been down that road before
That was then and this is now

The crowds in my heart they've been calling out your name
Now it just don't feel the same
I guess it's over, yeah we're done

I heard you made your way downtown
to the place that I've been hanging around
I was looking for your face in the crowd
but trying to keep my head down

Over time our wires crossed
well you changed and truth got lost
All the things I would change if we could only rewind

You were a moment in life that comes and goes
A riddle, a rhyme that no one knows
A change of a heart, a twist of fate
Couldn't fix it, it's too late

'coz we don't, we don't need to talk about this now
Yeah we've been down that road before
That was then and this is now

The crowds in my heart they've been calling out your name
Now it just don't feel the same
I guess it's over, yeah we're done

Woooh
Ooooooooh Ooooooooh Ooooh

We don't, we don't need to talk about this now
We don't, we don't need to talk about this now
We don't, we don't need to talk about this now
We don't, we don't need to talk about this now

Kodaline

I think i found new band to put on my life time playlist.
It's kodaline, recently download it. Falling in love on the firt time listening.
I think i have crush on irish peeps :)


7.20.2014

Berjalanlah.

Berjalanlah bersama orang yang menawarkanmu masa depan.
Berjalanlah bersama orang yang memberikanmu tempat disisinya dalam setiap mimpi-mimpi besarnya. 
Berjalanlah bersama orang yang ingin bersama anda membangun mimpinya. 
Berjalanlah bersama orang yang memperhatikan masa depanmu. Tidak hanya dalam keadaan financial, namum secara batin dan akhirat. 
Berjalanlah bersama orang yg mendorongmu meraih mimpimu. 
Berjalanlah bersama orang yang mencintai keluargamu.
Berjalanlah bersama, berdampingan mengarungi hidup bersama orang yang menyediakan waktunya sesibuk apapun dirinya. 
Berjalanlah bersama seseorang yang mengingatkanmu akan sholat, dosa, perkara iman dan taqwa.
Berjalanlah, terus berjalan hingga engkau menemukannya. 

berjalanlah hingga in shaa Allah engkau menemukan teman perjalanan untuk mengarungi waktu, menusntaskan cita-cita dan mencapai cinta Allah.

BarakAllah

7.12.2014

Officially engaged


It is been a month since my engagement, in bugis culture we called it mappetuada. 
Karena beda suku, acara lamarannya di modif sedikit. Jadi gak rempong. 

Well, Sebelum dilamar secara resmi, sebenarnya saya sudah pernah dilamar sebelumnya di rooftop salah satu Mall. Romantiskah? Heheeheh

That moment always make myslef smile.  he held my hand, nervous, and asked me nicely to be his future wife. 
Asked me to be patient for some years. 
He said to me that he was nervous because he truly meant it and never did kinda thing like this. 
He keep talking, i keep listening. 
From the moment i prayed and hope that he can be my imam. :)

Mohon doanya, semoga di lancarkan segala sesuatunya sampai hari h. Aamiin


P.S billion thanks to my girls who came so far to attend this. 


Special thanks to my fiance and his family that made this happen. Thank you for the effort sweetheart. 😊



7.09.2014

Who can hurt you?

It is true, someone who can hurt you the most is the one you love the most.

What can hurt you is simply a thing that you cannot expected, inside the sentences, inside the words, how they see you as someone in frame.

And when you set in the frame. They see you as it, like forever. 
Tears is nothing, they cannot see the wound that left open.
They don't see you cry, because you keep it only for your own. 
They dont't care with the words, the swear that came out from their mouth.

What you heard from them. Will stick on you. How fool are we if we follow and let tem judge you? But how we ignore it when someone said that is someone you love?

HOW?

Dont ever say your children are bad kid.
Dont ever say your lover is stupid.
Dont ever say your friend is your eneny.

Kalimat adalah doa, doakanlah yg baik kepada orang-orang yg kau cintai. 
Jangan melakukan hal sebaliknya, yg akan membuat mereka menjadi seperti yg apa engkau 'label'kan selama ini. 
Jangan sampai mereka menjadi apa yg engkau labelkan dan kemudian engkau berpaling karena ulahmu. Dan tidak peduli.